When I really want to sleep or when I know I should be catching up on some zzzzs, I can’t sleep. Tonight I am having one of those nights. This was the first night in a long while where I didn’t have anything pressing to do. I tried to hit the sack earlier but I just tossed and turned for an hour. So now I am wide awake and watching crappy tv. I know it’s only 10:30 at night but I need the rest.

Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision moving here. Granted I didn’t have much choice because I was running low on funds and I needed to be back in Canada. I just don’t get the malice and insecurity of some people. It’s not 1950 anymore. And some people need to recognize that.

Anyway I know I am rambling. I need to sleep. I looked at bridal dresses more today. I have to pick a dress and soon. Then of course I have to work on my speech! At least I don’t have as many things to do as Nick and Melissa (okay let’s be real….Melissa).

I am trying to take it easy this week because I work this weekend. And I think there’ll probably be a lot on my late.