We practiced sparring this morning in Taekwondo. My leg is still not healed so I was useless. The master seems to forget that I am injured and keeps yelling at me to kick faster, do this, do that. I am trying my best but damn it my leg isn’t cooperating. I just don’t think it’s wise for me to push myself when I am not okay. I don’t want to slow down my healing process. All of it is just so damn frustrating. All I wanted to do in class was cry, cry and then cry some more.
2006-11-09