help, i need somebody, help!

Another Saturday morning ho hum. At least I am not working yet. I still have three hours of freedom before I go into Wilshire. I’m sitting here at my laptop answering my emails and listening to The National on the Internet. I’m happy that I can stay informed with what is going on back in Canada. Otherwise I would be even more out of it when I return.

Lately, I have been checking the job market in different parts of Canada and in New Zealand. With only four months left here, I still haven’t decided or made any leeway in a decision of where and I what I am doing next. The decision is going to be life altering once again. There’s so many possibilities that I don’t want to ignore. I could move to the West, I could move back to the East or Ottawa or I could head straight back to Toronto. Then of course, there’s always another RTW trip. Ugh!

I’m frustrated with myself because I really don’t know what I want. Should I concentrate on a location first? Or should I concentrate on trying to get a job then worry about what part of the country I will live in? I need advice. I need help but ultimately it is I who has to decide. Help!

But then if I do seriously start freelancing again, it doesn’t matter where I live. With the Internet I can be anywhere and write or shoot.