Lately, I feel like I am in a constant state of waiting. I can’t explain it. I feel like I am on pause and I am waiting for someone to unpause me and let me play. Yet I am afraid if the movie of my life were to play, no one would watch. Maybe setbacks in life do this to people. It makes them think: what if? and why? Whatever the reasons, I feel like I am biding my time until something big happens.
Andrea and I met for lunch today, and then she helped me do some light shopping. Then we watched Gosford Park and ate popcorn. Right now I am watching a movie called Ghost World. I’m not really interested in it, hence why I am writing this post.