Today I got up pretty late, after noon. This wasn’t ideal for me as I wanted to get out hiking early. So instead I stayed close to home and ran around the hiking path in back of my apt. It was nice. Then I went to Gwangali beach to sit and do some writing in my journal. All in all it was a peaceful last day of my four day holiday.
I was supposed to meet up with someone tonight but I think he’s pissed at me because I keep cancelling plans with him or rescheduling. I don’t blame him. I’m just not interested in any sort of relationship with anyone and I sense he wants more than I can offer. I feel bad for sorta leading him on but I didn’t get a chance to explain my situation to him. So now I am feeling a little sad because I am such a bitch.