Some days I just want to stay in bed. Because if something bad is going to happen, it will usually happen to me. More than ever lately I feel like I am a magnet for mishaps, misunderstandings, mayhem and disappointments.
I am human, a friend told me after a recent mishap. Stuff happens.
Really?
‘Cause I am starting to think this whole life thing is rigged.
Generally I am a half cup full kind of person. But some days, some days I can’t help but express my feelings of not being good enough, hopeless and unworthy. I feel like a fraud, a loser. I am always screwing up one part of my life or another. I always put on a brave face but somedays I cry my tears.
Then I take stock and remind myself that I am not so hard done by. Life could be worse. I am thankful to be in good health, a place to live, enough food and a handful of good friends. Yes, life could be worse.
We all have our bad days. I know this. As they say, no day is bad enough that it cannot be fixed with a nap.
Maybe it is a Monday thing? What is that song? Maniac Monday. Anyway thank you for reading. I will leave you with a video of happier times (yesterday) on Prairie Mountain where the wind was fierce and the skies were blue.
I think you are a super cool awesome human 🙂 Hugs xxx
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