Marathon jitters: Calgary in 18 days

You know you’re a beginner marathoner when…. I will not try for a PR at Woody’s in two weeks. 

The 10k race is way too close to my marathon (the following Sunday). Like every other super anxious runner, I’m afraid I will hurt myself and sabotage my marathon (Knock on MacBook). 

In the last few days, I’ve noticed new aches and pains โ€“โ€“ even my tailbone is screaming. I’m freaking out. What’s wrong with me? Have I trained too little?

Early on in my training I felt strong and ready to take on the running world. Now I feel I should have got in more long runs and did more speed work. I’ve also lost my appetite. Food bores me. I am a freakin’ mess. Maybe reducing my weekday runs and adding more CrossFit hours was a mistake. In a lot of ways I feel strong. I felt really good at the Game of Life race (save for starting too quickly).

Perhaps knowing I can run a marathon has let down my training guard. I just don’t know. Again, I ask why am I freaking out so much? All I ask is for a little calm and understanding. I only hope this will soon pass and I will not drive myself bonkers for the next 18 days. 

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