It’s Friday night. Once again, I have no desire to go out and act silly. Although it is the weekend before Halloween, I absolutely have no desire to leave my apartment. Maybe all this work and bullshit teaching is finally catching up with me. Perhaps I have woken up out of this nightmare only to realize I am in Korea teaching ESL. Most likely, it is because of my upcoming birthday and the realization that I have no clue what I am doing with my life. Sure I have a few plans for the next six months or so but nothing long term. I want to scream but how will that be different than any other day?
Anyway, this blog isn’t for me to analyze or bitch my problems “outloud”, that’s what my journals are for. I hope everyone is doing okay back in Ottawa and Toronto.